Saturday, September 7, 2013

Restlessness

I find myself waking up around 3 or 4 in the morning, making it difficult to fall back sleep. Nothing in particular is keeping me awake. It might be a sudden change in pace in my life. Just a couple of days ago I moved to the east coast for an internship with a nonprofit. I never realized how difficult it is to situate yourself in a new environment. I'm currently staying with a young married couple who are amazing people. God has provided so much for me, everything that I ever need for that matter of fact, yet I am still anxious about something. I don't want to put the blame on the sudden change in environment because that seems too simple. There might be something deep within my subconscious that's bothering me...

I do have one comment about this: I know for a fact that ever since I got on my flight to DC, my life will never be the same. I am growing up to be a working class individual in this society. That thought might be the reason for my restless nights...

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